kellogoodbye

Life is crazy hectic these days.  I barely have time to breathe! I'm sitting here currently attempting to write a paper on the gluten free diet and how it has become widely publicized and the new popular diet trend regardless of if one has a sensitivity or allergy to gluten... BUT, I need a break.  (However, if you'd like to watch an extremely interesting/entertaining episode of South Park related to gluten, here is the link). I'm so tired.  Thankfully, I only have 19 days between me and Texas and Preston and meeting his family and lots of yummy food and pretty sunsets and laughing and basically, a really good time. I'm absolutely looking forward to it (with a little nervousness thrown in).

I've been going to the gym and I just started this boot camp class. I've never done so many lunges in my life! I'm really hoping for good results from this, because quite frankly I am super tired of being overweight. I am not happy with myself or how I look, so I'm attempting to fix it.  After all, if you aren't happy with yourself, how can you be happy with anything else?

Just sayin'. 

It's really hard to stay motivated when nursing school consumes my life. I just have to keep reminding myself that I can do this. I study my butt off, work what I can, and workout in the mornings. Does it suck to get up at 4:30 every morning? Yes. If it means that I will see results and stop feeling so poorly about myself, then it will be worth it. I just need to stay focused-- at the gym, at school, and on myself-- and believe that I can do it. Any and all encouragement is welcomed, haha.